I hate what’s wrong with me. I especially hate it when I haven’t leveled off or even when I’m manic. I already felt like ripping my skin off (not a new feeling), although I think my face brush took off a layer or two so that helped.
I’m not fit to be a mom. I’m not fit to be a wife. I’m just a waste of space.
No, nothing is going to happen. I’ll be fine. I always am. These sentences just keep repeating themselves in my head and I had to get them out. I CAN’T STAND the way I feel sometimes. And this is such a shit post. But I’m keeping it. Not so you feel sorry for me. I needed to get it out.
I just hate not knowing what I’m actually fit for.
~S
